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Friday, June 10th, 2005
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10:13 am - The End...
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Ok well this site is dead now, i am going to delete all the stuff. its not as fun as a xanga..
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| Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
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5:29 pm
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i won't fake a face
i can't try to make this a happy place.
nothing ever goes my way
i will never have my day.
filled with sadness and sorrow
i can only hope for tomorrow...
happiness is not real
it's something i cannot feel.
when everyone is happy
i feel so crappy.
i wish it wasn't this way
but i am not happy, no, not today...
feeling down and feeling gross
i'm the one i hate the most.
lost in bittnerness, coldness, and fear
don't say a word, because i cannot hear.
i've lost my path to greatness
all that is left is fakeness...
current mood:  down
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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8:57 pm - could yesterday have made today?
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well i was said i would write about what i was talkign about yesterday. and tonight 4 minutes before 9 o'clock. it happened. i, conner ingalls, have officially made up with someone. i am soo happy right now i don't want this moment to end. even though i know it will. it made my year. thank you victoria velesz!
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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9:09 pm - i hate me for hating you
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maybe i was wrong about that person the whole time. i dont know. i can be as stubborn as i want to be. so i think that maybe i was wrong to think that. hmm thinking about that for the rest of the night. will tell what this is about later...
current mood:  curious
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005
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4:58 pm - This Week Had It's Ups and Downs
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I can honestly say that this week has sucked beyond belief. I almost lost someone that means the world to me over something stupid that I did. Last night was the night that saved my week from going to hell. Well this day has been interesting. I wake up and my brother is home and he tells me he had an interesting conversation with someone from PVI on AIM last night after I got back from what I did. If anyone knows who it was or what happened that would be nice to know. But yes I am writing in this just to procrastinate from studying German and Christian Scriptures. Well it has been nice, but I must depart. Oh and if I am online and I am talking to you and I sign off, my internet connection is being messed up for a while. Peace out "zitches".
current mood:  rushed
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| Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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7:08 pm - nothing really
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wow this morning was soo funny. i definately called someone, thinking i was calling someoen else. and i had a conversation with the person-not knowing it wasnt the other person!!! it was like the worst morning ever, i felt soo guilty and i dont know why. oo i finally realized i wasnt talking to the right person when i went to do redial-and the name was spelled wrong! ahh what a day! i am 1 point away from an A in english tho!! oh yes this is the best day in a while. and tomorrow is friday and my sister is coming home....hee hee. it is going to be fun for ALL. peace out bitches
current mood:  embarrassed
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| Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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4:10 pm - ...
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| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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10:41 pm - On Music
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Ok, well I got the new Garbage CD. It is entitled Bleed Like Me. As much as I hate when people name their albums after the title of a song, it just bores me. But yes a review is indeed called for. Too bad my mom is sick and making me do stuff for her, at this hour too!! Oh well, before I depart, if you like songs with a good beat. Go and listen to the Black Eyed Peas new song, "Don't Phunk With My Heart". Really good song. O.K. well I have to run but I shall post a review of the album byt editting this. Sweet Dreams .//conner//.
current mood:  dance dance dance
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| Monday, April 11th, 2005
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3:24 pm - a note to a hooker
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sorry about you not being able to comment on the live journal. now you can, i think..... o well we will see what happens.
current mood:  homeworking away
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| Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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7:28 pm - Which DDR Song Are You?
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This is just for the FnfG:
.png) | You scored as Highs Off U. You're "Highs Off U." You are just so much fun! It's a shame more people don't know about you, because if they did, they'd just love your great moves.
Highs Off U | | 100% | Paranoia Survivor Max | | 81% | A | | 75% | Witch Doctor | | 69% | Butterfly | | 63% | Bag | | 50% | Exotic Ethnic | | 38% | </td>
What DDR song are you?
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Yah you know that is the hottest thing you have ever seen!
current mood: dancing to DDR
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3:02 pm - its a brite shiny day. and i am working on homework :-\
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Ok well talked to Shannon about everything, it's all good I assume. And Shannon I don't want to delete them, I want everything in this on-line journal to be here for ever and ever. So I can look back and look at all the friends I have/had and look at what life is/was like.
Well today is beautiful out and I went swimming instead of doing homework, which if anyone asks, I am doing now. Oh well, I get to go to BJ's with my dad, I sure hope he lets me pick some movie out or cd. Even though I just got a cd last night SHANNON-lol. Ok time to get back to work on whatever this SENSES is about.
current mood: working
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| Saturday, April 9th, 2005
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9:03 pm - i hate me for hating you
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Drama: The quality or condition of being dramatic. That is the definition of drama which, as I am told constantly by many people, I love. Well, to respond to that I would have to be mean. And that would yet again cause drama, which I fell out of love with today. It affects other people, so to keep those I have, I am done with it. I hope everyone can forgive me for being a supposed drama addict, if it has affected you, let me know I guess. So what now? I don't know, I guess I can go on living the way I always do. But that won't do for everyone now, will it? Screw that I say, why should people change to make others happy? Especially when the others made you this way...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
-ughness, but am not dramatic about anything
current mood:  torn into pieces
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| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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5:23 pm - THATS NOT RIGHT
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There is something profoundly wrong with me. Well that is what I am told. Something is bothering me, but it is stuff that I dont want to talk about that much. Well yah, I am finding stuff out about other people and it is stuff I do NOT want to know about at all. Today was the worst day ever, my computer broke, and it wont be fixed. I found out way too much information about some people today, whatever. Well things are going haywire at my house now
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| Monday, March 21st, 2005
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8:00 pm - It's Been A While.
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I honestly cannot remember the last time I wrote stuff in this. They should not call it a journal though. Journal's contain personal stuff, and stuff others should not read or know. Oh well. Today was an extremely boring day. I do not like school. There is too much pressure from other people and it is stupid, people in others buisness. I just hope that I can try to stay out of others, but when there is stuff that is very obvious, no names mentioned, why can't others be happy for you. I don't know why some things have to be kept secrets. I could care less if people talk about me, and I know that people do. It doesn't phase me. And after talking to Anthea about some stuff after school today, I realized that our generation acts too grown up for their own good. This weekend was good at the beginning, but as they say it was all down-hill from there. The Ring 2 was not as good as the first one, I was scared but it just was not a great sequel. The director could at least have it make sense during some of the parts. But not going to give away anything so change of topic. I hate the I - Search, I wish we never had to do it. It is a lame excuse for us to write a big paper. Whatever, the teachers are the ones who get to read all of them and grade them. I am supposedly going through something, my family noticed it this weekend, they told me that I was not as happy as I have been in the past. I just tell them that I am tired and change the topic. Does anyone else think that I have been unhappy? I am just trying to figure out some stuff for me, before more mistakes are made. And to let everyone know, I am done with hating Ginnie. I am sick of it, I do not enjoy not liking people. I know Ginnie will probably read this and if she does: I am sorry I have been such a brat about God knows what. So I am sorry, not asking for your forgiveness or pity, just saying that I am done not liking you, there are too many good qualities about you to not like you. Oh well I think that this is enough for a while. OH- I won't be here for the last part of Spring Break you FNFG'ers. I am upset. Bye.
current mood:  blah
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| Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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5:45 am - Came Home Early
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well yet another day of sickness. but hey i went to school for like an hour or so. so dont be mad at me, be mad at barbara-she gave me it!!! just kidding i love that kiddo. anyways, on a lighter note shannon is the coolest kid in the world!!!! there is edited! hehe
current mood:  sickness
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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6:25 pm - 5-Day weekend.....lets make it 6!
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well today was uneventful. i watched I <3 Huckabees. its pronounced i heart huckabees. i went outside with mimi today like 5 times she was really small out there at 1 point i couldnt see her. haha good times. well yah i had a really weird dream. it involved the FNFG and it involved all the girls in FNFG except 1, and i got in a huge fight with jeff in it too. and yah dustin had nothing to do with that at all, and neither mario or dee were involved either. that dream was reviewed by shannon linehan and she gave it a 5 out of 5, in the weird category. o well. bye bitches see u in school
current mood:  were gona have school
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| Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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8:32 pm - whats 1 more snow day?
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wow this weekend has been the best. got to hang out with everyone on friday night, cept vic was the only one who didnt go....:-( sadness. well today was excruciantingly(sp?) boring i had to get up so effing early, and it is because mi madre has to leave 35 minutes early and we live less than 10. whatever i got 2 movies out of it, I <3 Huckabees + Eternal Sunshine on the Spotelss Mind. I think i might watch eternal sunshine tonight because we need to have another snow day. we r s'posed to get up to 12 inches of snow by tomorrow night. so yes i am one of the believers though, i knew we were going to have friday off, i told everyone that. and i think it would be best if i did that tonight as well becuase god only knows if we truly will have another day off, but i think we do and i think alot of people agree with me. so fairfax county please...think of the children who will die in the car accidents. just kidding;-) oh well i think i am going to go now the oscars are on but i hate with a passion of 1000000 burning suns chris rock..and some other people. oh well with our luck i will see u tomorrow....unfortunately.
current mood: please no school
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| Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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9:07 pm - IM PREGNANT
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| Monday, February 21st, 2005
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1:33 pm - Banas SHA SHA!!
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I'm writing this about my BESTEST BEST BEST BUDDY, Shannon!!!! Yipppy!!! goo shannon!! shes my favorite kid in the whole entire world, i was terribly horrified by the last comment she wrote and i was like whoa!? i dont have the whole entire journal dedicated to shannon!? winter ball was wonderous, i appreaciated how shannon came even thugh she was deathly ill allthough the throw up thing was gross..... the gum was good!! *lol* we had tons of fun eventually. what would my life be if i wasnt friends with her? who coudlnt totally love shannon? despite her awful and embarrassing DDR skills and crapalicious hair and the fact she was an ugly lil kid and in 7th and 8thgrade she was so ugly that she should have been caged. i still love her to bitses! dont you!?!?!? shannon tells me to tell jess she meant what she said,and that she'll retype it. yea fyi we had a son this weekend, we adopted him from a grab machine, his name is mario, we became a family in a tunnel.*leaving the tunnel* "you did it wrong!!" * Since birth mario has been a pimp and he is now in love with mimi.... we have movies, its pre0tty gross.(see my cell) lol.... ask shannon to show you the wonderful picturs of mario playing with the funtimes friday crew, whom i LOVE!!! yep yep yep any ways shannons my bestest bestest bestest buddy and we'll be bestest buddys forever!!! :-D
current mood: ecstatic
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| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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3:08 pm - When will I be Better?
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ugh i want to be better. good thing my mom let me stay home today, or you guys at school would have gotten very sick. all this crap is making me so bored. but oh ya, you guys have to go get John Legend's CD "Get Lifted"-only thing that is keepin me sane right now. p.s.-i bet she did look goth LMAO
current mood:  crazy
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